Acting Reflective Essay Examples

Kennedy Center American College Theatre Festival

Toward the end of my Christmas Break I attended the Kennedy Center American College Theatre Festival (KCACTF). It was held in Lansing, Michigan at the Michigan State University campus. I was nominated an entire year ago for the Irene Ryan Scholarship Auditions which is included in the KCACTF, and have been excited to compete in it ever since then. When the day came to perform I did not make it as far in the competition as I dreamed, but the experience did not disappoint. My time at the KCACTF was invaluable and it has taught me a lot about my life as a student and also as an actor.

As I sat in the giant auditorium and watched the Irene Ryan finalists perform, I wondered why I wasn't on that stage. There is always a lot of different variables that goes into acting, and since it is an art it is difficult to compare it to someone else's work. However, I noticed these actors were meticulous in the way they moved and worked through their scenes. There were so fluid that I realized they had probably been practicing for at least an entire semester. I had only began finding possible scenes about a month before the competition started, and even then I had major roadblocks when trying to get the rights to perform a piece and choosing ones that were not appropriate for the competition. I found out that some schools actually have separate class hours that they use to prepare Irene Ryans as soon as they are nominated. This was not my experience. I put off trying to really get into everything only a month ahead of time even though I was nominated an entire year ago. The professors at Grand Valley don't have as much information on the festival since many of them have never been there, but that doesn't excuse my procrastination. I had high hopes to make it to semifinals, and I had failed because I wasn't as prepared as I could have been. This realization made me reflect on all the different things I put off and then had to stress intensely over until I finally turned it in. Even things like my chemistry tests may have been a little better if I would have put the appropriate effort into it ahead of time. I now know that I should work on things right away in order to present the best work I have to offer.

Another thing I noticed throughout the competition was the brilliant work that people were doing. When I watched the play Art from the students at Miami University, their expressions were very believable. Also when I went to the workshop on acting for the camera, I noticed a major contrast of skills between different students. What did these talented people have in common? Not only did they have raw energy and skill, but they also had people to thank for the refining of their abilities. Even in the program for Art each student put in their biographies how they has their coaches and professors to thank for being able to express what they did on stage. I have always heard that our education is what you make of it and Im still a firm believer in that saying. However, this solidified the idea that I can make even more of what Im doing. I have a certain raw talent. I have proved that by being nominated for the KCACTF festival, but in order to be truly great I will have to work and exercise by craft under people that want to help me reach my goals.

Something else that happened to me while I was sitting there watching the Irene Ryan finalists, was that I began to feel inspired. I was witnessing students that were judged for being the best actors in Wisconsin, Illinois, Indiana, Ohio and Michigan. Some of their performances gave me chills and make me want to go on stage and express what I can do. I saw one girl give her final monologues and her eyes bulged and her face got red as she spoke terrifyingly to the crowd. She didn't hold anything back and was completely open to whatever happened on stage. It was an incredible feeling to watch and I know how it feels to be the one on stage doing what she was doing. The whole experience made me feel like I was doing something right in my life.

Then, as I left the auditorium I talked to different students from various schools about how they felt about what they just saw. Many of them had stars in their eyes and felt similar to how I was. However, I spoke to a few people who just thought the show was very cool. One person who felt this way was a student from Wisconsin who went to the festival as a spectator and not a participant. He was not an actor, but he enjoyed working backstage with props and building stage sets. In fact, he wasn't even a theatre major but an accounting major. This made me think about how connected the different areas of study were, and how it seems someone cannot reach their true potential without learning a lot of different areas of study. Im happy to be going to a liberal arts college because I have had the opportunity to study such a wide range of things. I began school trying business, then took a semester studying law and I switched to studying advanced chemistry toward a biomedical science major before I finally decided I wanted to pursue my dream of being an actor. This festival connected me to many different people with different areas of study just like a liberal arts college. In fact, the student from Wisconsin said he may move to Chicago eventually, which is something I was planning on, and I may have made a great connection with someone who is going into something completely different than I am.

My rich experience at KCACTF was time worth spent. Not only was the festival a lot of fun, but I learned things there that I may not have realized anywhere else. Maybe acting is frowned upon sometimes because it is hard to become successful and some people don't believe it benefits the world. However, my going to Lansing for a few days in January 2011 made me realize that my career choice isn't a bad thing. It is a very, very worthwhile profession, and I understand that now.

“When planning drama experiences teachers should provide students with many opportunities for reflection and self-evaluation. Through reflection students may extend and clarify their understanding of dramatic art form and topics they choose to explore. They may also assess their own contributions to the drama work and their ability to work with others.” ~ Curriculum Requirements, Saskatchewan Education.

Journaling is a vital part of the drama classroom. The journal gives students the opportunity to self-reflect and self-evaluate, and to practice assessing and evaluating others. Not only are these elements essential to the classroom, they also help students build real world skills. The ability to evaluate what you do and what others do in a constructive manner is incredibly useful in every walk of life.

What happens in performance is rarely the only area where learning has occurred in the drama class. What goes on in rehearsal, what happens between actors, how problems arise and are solved, these are all elements which can’t be quantified in a final product. Journaling provides a way for students to record, monitor and reflect on these learning areas.

It’s good for students to have a place to generate and gather source material for written work. The journal can be used to brainstorm, to jot down ideas, to work out creative possibilities. The majority of drama classes will include some kind of writing project and the journal is one way to keep create thoughts collected in one area.

The drama journal is the place to:

  • Assess and Evaluate.
  • Respond and Reflect.
  • Create and Brainstorm.
  • Offer suggestions, ask questions.
  • Record thoughts and concerns
  • Discuss the positive and the negative.

What should go into a drama journal?

  • Questions and answers.
  • Reflection on a particular exercise or class.
  • Assessment/Evaluation of a student’s own work and the work of others.
  • The tracking of personal growth.
  • The addressing of challenges and possible solutions.
  • Expectations and goals.
  • Ideas/Research for an upcoming piece.
  • Character work for a scene.
  • Reaction to a performance.
  • A record of achievements and areas of improvement.

What should stay out of a drama journal?

A journal is not a diary. It is a classroom tool. It’s easy for students to misunderstand the purpose of the drama journal. It can often be mistaken for a diary, which is not its intended purpose. Personal response and reflection is different than writing in a personal diary or having a personal emotional outburst. It’s one thing to criticize yourself or a fellow performer. It’s another to critique a performance, providing reasons for your opinion and offering suggestions of improvement. It is in this way that journaling is a learning tool and an opportunity to improve a skill.

 Journal Topic Areas

If you cannot increase reflective power in people, you might as well NOT teach, because reflection is the only thing in the long run that teaches anybody. Reflection is what makes the knowing something that can be touched on and assimilated for further use. ~Dorothy Heathcote

See the end of the post for a PDF Journal Topic Guide, with suggestions for each topic area!

Personal Reflection

This area has students consider who they are as human beings, where they would like to change and grow, and how they see their place in the world. It is a reflection of the self. Encourage the use of collage, drawings, or other tools to form personal reflection journal entries. They do not necessarily have to be written. Some students respond to visual rather than written mediums.

Drama Reflection

This area has students consider their personal views on theatre and drama. It offers students the opportunity to define why they are in the class, what expectations they have, and what they would like to learn. This is something that would be well suited to the beginning of the term and then answered again at the end. Have students note any changes in their answers.

Extra Tip: Create a skills checklist that students can keep in their journal. A list of the skills that they are expected to learn throughout the class. Have them refer to it once a month. What new skills have been checked off? Have students reflect on how far they’ve come in class, and if nothing new has been checked off why is that?

Critical Reflection

This area has students consider their own work (rehearsal and performance self-evaluation) as well as examine the work of others. Critical reflection deals with assessment and evaluation. Critical Reflection is the hardest and the most important. Student can easily fall into being critical of themselves and their peers which is not the point. It’s also easy to resort to “I liked it. I didn’t like it.” These are not helpful statements. Seeing your own work and the work of others with a critical eye encourages students to ask questions, to draw conclusions based on what they see, and to offer suggestions for the future.

Critical Reflection Exercise: When students are working in a group, make it the responsibility of one person (which will change from rehearsal to rehearsal) to write a critical reflection of the rehearsal.

  • How is the scene progressing?
  • How is the group working together?
  • Is there one leader, or does everyone participate?
  • What has changed since the last rehearsal?
  • A comment for each actor in the group.

Creative Work

This area has students brainstorming ideas, completing warm up exercises, writing monologues, or using sentence starter prompts to get the creative juices going.

Quality of Work

Journal entries should use complete sentences unless otherwise specified (e.g. a collage). Every journal entry should start with the date. A standard length should be between 200 and 300 words.

In terms of content, the purpose of journal entries is to show the teacher that the student understands and is able to comment thoughtfully on a specific experience. The aim of the student is to demonstrate a skill – whether it be assessment, reflection, or creative brainstorming. To use the journal as a personal outburst or diatribe is inappropriate. To say I don’t know, I don’t understand, or I have no answer is inappropriate, unless there is follow up explanation for the confusion. There is always an answer when it comes to personal reflection because there is always a personal point of view.

How do I get students to avoid one word answers in their journals?

To make the most of a journal entry, there has to be more than, “This was good, this was bad, I don’t know what I learned.” There has to be an effort. Having said that, some students don’t know where to start and thus offer shortened answers simply because they have never had to write in this manner before.

To encourage a fully realized response, journal entries can follow two templates:

The WHAT of the situation followed by the WHY.

If a question asks students to give their opinion (WHAT struck you about the performance of Group A?) they must follow up their opinion with reasons WHY. This way, students can practice moving beyond simply criticizing what they see, because they have to back up their opinion. Students should be aware that the WHY is the most important part of the answer because it shows thought and consideration.

A second template is:

The WHAT of the situation, followed by the HOW.

The HOW portion of the answer allows students to break down experiences beyond blanket statements. It’s more than, “I acted in a scene.” Students have to consider how they approached the character, how they worked in their group, how they came up with the blocking. Here are some WHAT/HOW examples:

  • What exercise did you do?/ How did you approach it?
  • What was the audience response?/ How would you evaluate your work?
  • What can you change for next time?/ How can the exercise change?
  • What was the outcome of the exercise?/ How can you improve?
  • What did you learn? / How will this apply to future exercises?
  • What did you dislike about the exercise/ How can you improve the experience for yourself?
  • What was it like to work with your group?/ How well do you work with other people?

Assessment vs. Evaluation

Assessment is the process of gathering information from a variety of sources (including assignments, day-to-day observations, conversations or conferences, demonstrations, projects, performances, and tests) that accurately reflects how well a student is achieving the curriculum expectations in a subject. As part of assessment, teachers provide students with descriptive feedback that guides their efforts towards improvement. Evaluation refers to the process of judging the quality of student work on the basis of established criteria, and assigning a value to represent that quality. ~The Ontario Curriculum, Arts

What is the difference between Evaluation and Assessment?

These are two words that tend to get bandied about quite a bit. Sometimes the line between the two can get blurred. It’s important for students to know the difference so that when they can respond accordingly.

Assessment: This is an ongoing gathering of information which can help the student improve.

For example, assessment would occur during the rehearsal period where students would reflect on the various elements that went into their process during that time – character development, ensemble dynamics, script analysis. Assessment would not address the quality of the performance, but what led to the performance. Sample work might include a character profile, or a question and answer sheet about the themes of the play, or a journal entry about a rehearsal discovery. With assessment there is also consideration of improvements for future work.

Evaluation: This occurs at the end of a project where a definitive mark or grade is given.

For example the evaluation of a performance. With evaluation there is no reference to what could be done in the future, only a decision on the quality of performance on the day.

The importance of having students practice both assessment and evaluation is that it helps avoid the trap of, “that was good” and “that was bad” with no tracking of the work that led up to that declaration. Students can learn to separate out the various elements that go into the larger picture of a finished product.

To Journal or not to Journal

You know your students best. You know if the act of old fashioned pen and paper writing in a notebook will inspire or repel them. Maybe they make videos instead. Maybe they create collages. Maybe they use Tumblr. The form of the journal is not as important as the act. The act of self-expression, creative expression, self-evaluation and peer-evaluation is what matters. The act of journaling is a skill that will serve your students for years to come.

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